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Cant sleep?
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There must be too many things on my mind
Glad you realized, are you ready to talk or do you want to keep turning around in your bed?
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You thought about it today again.
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I know, were going to do this simply: Ill ask the questions, and youll just answer, fine with you?
- Fine
I know you have different kind of
wounds. Since weve got to start somewhere, lets start with an easy one.
- Which is?
That love story she had with that other guy.
- Oh
That one
Yeah that one, how do you feel about it?
- Stabbed in the back? Betrayed? Cheated? Everyone would feel the same
Really? I think you are dramatizing. Youve never been one to care much about concurrence.
- Then explain why I felt so bad when I read those words?
And there is another thing
- Hm?
Well you arent the faithful type either if you know what I mean
- Hmmm
And I dont think SHE knew about that other girl
Did she?
- There was no need for her to know, it would just hurt her even more. Ill spare her that. I dont want that.
Hmmm
- Plus that other girl was nothing, no love, no romance, it was for one night and it was gone as quick as it came. Plain and pure desire
Well YOU actually kissed that other girl, while SHE didnt really do anything with that other guy right?
- Well
Arent you the one to say that actions are worth more than words?
- She would have if she could eh
Thats an excuse. Facts say she didnt.
- And I went with that other girl because I was depressed SHE didnt come to
Another excuse. In the end youre just a smooth talker!
- Fuck. You.
You realize youre saying that to yourself right?
- All this doesnt matter now. Its past.
Has it ever occurred to you that she said those sweet words to that other guy for the same reason you kissed that other girl?
- Because she was feeling lonely?
Yes, and because you werent there for her to tell them to you.
- Thats bullshit.
Im glad to see your old self is slowly starting to come back
- Why are we even talking about this?
I hope you are at least starting to realize something about that Back Stabbing of yours.
- What? That I had no rights to blame her for what she did with that other guy?
So you finally admit it?
- I guess its more than obvious now
Good. Being honest with yourself will make your mind at peace with that whole story. I think were getting there.
- Well I am tired, so let me sleep now.
Feel like sleeping now eh? Told you we were getting there.
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